death

I wonder, in death does it erase a man’s destructive life? My father was a likable man to all that didn’t live with him. My many knocks trying to protect my mother when I was very young didn’t always help; she was still hurt many times. As I got older, he wouldn’t hurt my mother with me around. I remember my sisters doctoring her up as I stood thinking of ways to do him in or hoping he would die of a heart attack. I realize now that you can love someone and hate them at the same time; I believe that was the life of my mother. She had seven kids and was told she was worthless and no man would take her and seven kids. So when a man grabbed her without seven kids, she thrived. The problem was she left seven kids to a man with no morals.

Death, to me, is the new beginning of unknowing. Is there a being or GODLY life after death? Many religions teach it is so, and I have been baptized to my beliefs. I am only going on faith; no one will know precisely until the time. I think about what arrival to the new future it will have from the past, what communications techniques, and what form of being. The assumption the physical structure of the body is over, and the new spiritual beginning has taken over; now what?

I would think the mixed spirtual gathering of all people to be very complicated with any past knowledge of the physical being. The generations that were never known but by passing down DNA where do they fit in the mix? Trying to wrap my head around the function of such a place for eternity is also very hard. What social order if any is in place?

I have read at death life re-cycle you, reborn from DNA of all your being is your future in a physical body again over and over. In this form you are never really gone,only reborn over and over again. You are the person you have been in the past and will be in the future.

These are only thoughts of mine this morning; tired of politics. lol

Faith is trusting God even when you don’t understand his plan.”

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